Update

Greetings,

My apologies. I promised myself I would keep the blog going but my motivation fell off with the real world pressures. It's not that I have been that busy, just pre-occupied. You see personally and professionally there has been much unrest. My gal has moved on and I miss her. I know when I am ready we could make it work but I am not ready...it is frustrating. I do believe my work has a big influence. I am in a very sick federal government environment. It smothers me. Sadly I stay for the security but what am I compromising? Being a proactive guy I have orchestrated change. I will make the move to Ottawa, walk away from a promotion and try to find something in the organization that makes me feel there is something of value I can accomplish. I know in my heart I am meant to do something else but who am I to criticize my employer until I have made that seemingly evasive self discovery. I have much to share and perhaps in the not to distant future Scoop will return to his natural form....stay tuned, Scoop.